hey guys! well, 2013 is ending in a few hours time, everyone is probably outside waiting for countdown and im home. so, i decided to blog! also,
CHEERS TO #teamalone to those staying at home to countdown. hahah.
firstly, what i want to share with u guys is one of my insecurities. since 2013 is ending and 2014 is coming, it means aging. I'm going to became 18 in 11 months time. sound long, but 11 months will come really quick. so, why talk about my age? well, even though I'm 17+, i have this problem of communication with people. especially with people younger than me. LIKE, older people means they are more open, like they can try to start a conversation with someone first right? idk how to explain this, but its like imaging your aunties talking to you. they just go about asking u random questions cause they can, cause they are older than u. do u get me now? like im older so, i should have the 'power' to start a convo first. hahaha. im sounding like i have more power than people younger than me. well, maybe its not just the age group, but also with people my age. so u can say, im not socially interact-able. but people who knows me, will know i talk and joke alot, but thats when u are really close to me.
so how can i diagnose myself as? anti-social? no social interaction? maybe partial social phobic. hmm
well, that's one of my insecurities im sharing with u guys. smiles.
New year resolutions!
1. To cure my partial social phobia? haha. its a must.
2. Save up to $800 for the cam im been wanting! i swear. every time i walked into an electrical appliance store, that first time i head to is the camera section and see if the model is still there! im going to save up as much money as i can, and get it at the end of year! then i can do many things that i want, take it on a vacation, so vids with le besties, dance photo shoots ( if im still even able to ) and many many more. im really excited to get the cam. wanted it for Christmas present, but it was too expensive for my parents to handle. so ive decided to save up the money myself. hehehe. i hope the model is still there or updated version is there.
3. To do very very very well for school and also Alvl. cause i dont want to be a disappointment to my family members. so this is a definitely must do.
4. to make up my mind on what uni course i want to get into. cause i need to have a goal set up right. and my uni course is going to be what my job is. so i have to plan and research on everything and aim towards it!
well, thats all for my new years resolutions. its my first time having so many resolutions set up right. so yes, i better accomplish all these by the end of 2014. lets go.
hoping everyone ended their 2013 well, may the bygones be bygones. the future looks bright.
all the best to accomplishing your new years resolution and may 2014 be good to you.
A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE.
xoxo, wence
