
hello. :D
back to my old self. th crazy, hyper and siao girl u noe. :D haha. LOLS
yesterday,
maths paper 1. was okay bah. after sch went to find jason , ask him to help buy vodka. went shop and save together. regina, qingqing, zoe, qiaobin , shirely and jason. all go. didnt buy until at shop and save coz th person there keep looking at us. so went ntuc. saw kendrick on th way . ask him help, he dw. so went point. ntuc. regina and qingqing went to find people to help but dun have ppl want to help. LOLS. then drag time. end up got this ntuc guy working there to help us. wejnt cheers to buy. haha. after buying we all there say 'shuaige' haha. thanks him and jason. peiseh: jason cause u into trouble. and i havent bark :P haha. th bet.
went antonio's house. had lunch then went to th room. shirely and regina started crying. i cant cry yet so was like emo . lols. then drink. then dun noe why started laughing. haha. antonio just now tell me i laugh like witch. :> hehe. laugh until sibei loud. then th boys come in. shirely and regina went inside toilet. haha. then we all cool down. then dun noe who started saying and we all cry. breakdown. :'( sian . cry together. hug together. after that we all chill down le. dun wan cry. then we chat there. 5.30 went of with qingqing and zoe. shirely they all stayed. homed at 6. got scolded by my parents. watever man. -.-
texted shirely, say i swear not going to cry for him le. going to forget him. not worth it to cry.
:/
today,
went to meet shirely togetehr with jiasi and jasmine. walked to sch. then literature paper. was okay bah, only section B dun noe how to do. sigh. got flu since morning. after sch went mac with shirely, qingqing and some boys. dun rmb who. saw him. didnt borther. want to forget him. ate. then went home. they all went to th beach. i wan go . T^T sian. nvm , next time go.
homed.
ζζ³ιδΊ . i'm seriously going to let it go. feel so childish to cry over u. its not like u are going to come back to me and stay by my side forever. since u are happy without me, i should be too. there is no point in loving the person if he dosent love u. he wont care ,so whats th point might as well leave it and move on with life. i hope we can be friends , better then a total stranger or an ememy.