hello~ having quite a sad life now. holidays and I started only a bit of my revision. is like I dont even know what I am doing at home can?! I sit around, look at my dead phone, watch tv and boom, it's night time. I have no idea time can pass so quickly.
ok.. so if I continue blogging I will be dead cause my mum will kill me. yes, she stalks me. she managed to find my twitter account somehow and stalked me. :( got no privacy anymore. going to MIA from twitter soon, just like what happened to Facebook. sad. I thinks she knows what I'm doing, what stupid things I say, who I stalk(?), who I talk to, who I like(?) HAHA. okay, joking, I don't like anyone. I like my phone and my story book! :p being super careful with what I say on twitter and what I'm blogging cause I think sooner or later she will read all my blog post! D: /stabs myself now/
enough talk on my mum stalking me. I've got a cool mum and I'm not embarrassed to admit it! HAHA.
last Saturday had a BBQ party, it was suppose to be for ms lee's advance birthday BBQ party and she didn't even show up! she forgot... so the BBQ was for the grade8s! a farewell party for us! :( gonna miss my friends! don't know when I will be able to see them again! being with my friends is damn amazing. I just let myself go wild and have fun. just like what I did! I was holding a satay stick and I just 'riddikulus' at the lamp post light! HAHA. stupid me! Eunice made sound effects too! really gonna miss being retarded with them! hope to see them real soon! teehee.
deciding where to go to after O's. wanting to go to JC but I think it's impossible, so my mum wants me to DPA to poly. but what I really have in mind is go abroad to study. I even went to research. my end point for studying is university. go poly need to be top 5%(?) then can go uni. quite impossible for me, I can't evn get up to top 20%. then if I go JC, I'm sure I can't cop and study well. so I thought of abroad studies. it's a 1 year program thing to get prepared for uni. really kind of hoping I can go, but I'm sure 99% that my parents disagree. the fees are like expensive and doubt my mum trust me being alone in a foreign country... tsk. whatever.
at least now I have a dream and motivation! hahah! okay, long post I guess? goodnight! ^^
