haha, bloging again, cause im waiting for the stupid thing to load.
so, today there's the scdf siren going off and just now while showering i thought of some stupid stuff which nearly made me cry. i also dont know why, but ya, nearly cried.
when i was young, i cry in the toilet cause im scared one day i will lose my parents and not knowing what to do? ya, i stopped thinking about that when i grew up. but all of a sudden, that scdf siren made me recall all those stuffs again just now. i imagine a scenario where sg is being bombed and my mum tried to save me in result causing her to lose her own life. i keep thinking of those stupid scenes where i lose my whole family. ya, what if one day u are alone, no family with u. how will u react. if its me i will cry my eyeballs out. i know its stupid to think about all this while showering when i got a perfect family now, but what if it really happened. like in an accident or something? stupid right? i cant help but always wanna cry when i think of losing my family.
so, family is so so so important to me even though they annoy me sometimes. but i know they will always be there for me, happy times and sad times. if i was given a choice to choose a friend, my family or my boyfriend, i will definitely choose my family. friends and boyfriend can come and go but your family will ALWAYS stay by your side.
hahahaha, so i recently told someone im not an emotional person... but just realised i am, only when its about my family. hahahah. okay, i crap too much.
so yeah, remember your family will always be there for u no matter. /winks/
goodnight peeps.
