while, its been a year since i blogged.
many many many things have changed.
After Os we all have to leave secondary school right. life after secondary school is so different, it took time for me to adjust. did i mention i hate changes a lot? changing to a new school, new environment felt like im trying to change to a boy! HAHA. just joking, it was so different. going to a jc is like pow. u have to cope with the speed of the lectures, cope with the amount of work, cope with the long draggy hours in school and u definitely have to cope with the stupid datelines for project work. but to me, most of all these shitty shits have been forgotten cause i had new friends and they are amazing. its like new friends, new adventure, new experiences, and all these memories will definitely stay in my mind for a very long time.
speaking of friends. friends come, friends go. really. i think after secondary school, its so hard to maintain old friendships with all the time constraints and limitation. i do admit im at fault too, i spend too much time with ks, i hardly have time with my friends. only special occasions i am able to get out and have fun with my friends.
" i miss you so much, we should meet up soon and do some catching up " well, what did we do, just eat quietly and let time pass by. it kind of sucks when one of my closest friend ended up being a stranger to me now. its so awkward, i guess we were hoping one of us to initiate the conversation first right? nevertheless, thank you for being a great friend when i was in hs, all the best for Os alright.
i also have this wonderful lynette who stuck by me throughout. even though we have a totally different personality, we just click together and merge together as one. that sounds so wrong, but i think she's like my longlost sister. hehehehe.
changing sucks alot, when u see your friends make friends with others. when u have to relearn and adjust to new things when u were so used to what u have. sucks so much i really hate it. but change is part of life right? we cant avoid change. change is constantly changing. hahah, i find this phrase funny. yup, so brace yourself with more changes cause life will be hard from now on.
nights beautiful creatures.
